Thursday, March 10, 2016
March 10, 2016
How nerdy is it to give your girlfriend a website for your one-year anniversary. Man, I hope it was at least a little romantic, or I at least gave you another present. So far we've been dating for ONLY 7 months right now. 7 months with you has given me more than I could ever ask for. I want to give you everything. I want every memory I make to have you in it. I am so sure of how good you are to me that I just want to give myself to you and rest in your love. How blessed am I to get to look into your eyes the way I do for these 7 months. How lucky am I to get to flirt with you. How can I find a present good enough for you? Why do I deserve someone as good as you? Grace probably.
Sitting here and trying to think of words to write down to encompass how much I care about you is pretty useless. What you have done for me and what you continue to do I will never be deserving of. You loving me is one of the biggest manifestations of grace on this planet I can imagine. All I ever want to do is care for you and make you feel safe and love you. I'm going to make mistakes trying to. I want to be so much better than everyone else so I can rationalize in my head why you want to love me. You deserve the best and you say you've found that in me. I don't know where in me you found it or how you got it or what it looks like.
Sitting here and trying to think of words to write down to encompass how much I care about you is pretty useless. What you have done for me and what you continue to do I will never be deserving of. You loving me is one of the biggest manifestations of grace on this planet I can imagine. All I ever want to do is care for you and make you feel safe and love you. I'm going to make mistakes trying to. I want to be so much better than everyone else so I can rationalize in my head why you want to love me. You deserve the best and you say you've found that in me. I don't know where in me you found it or how you got it or what it looks like.
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